~Drum Exam 2010~♥

Well, hav my grade 9 drum exam 2day~Woke up around 8 sumthing in da morning cuz bii came my house~After dat my mum fetch both of us to Nicholas house to practice our drum pieces~x) Nicholas drum set was freaking NICE!~So many cymbals & stuffs~@.@ 3 of us practice our exam songs until about 12 sumthing den bii's mum came & fetch us to biggest Yamaha at Kelana Jaya~=) Da place was really big~=] After dat, we hav a 20 minutes walk to da nearby Giant there and hav our lunch~After eating, den hav a 20 minutes walk back again~Is like eat=din eat~LOL~x) Was not really nervous at first~But bii's expression make me getting more & more nervous cuz he is really nervous & scared~x( But after dat i manage to get over it~x) When i entered da room, i didn't feel anything at all~Mayb is because da examiners was superbly friendly~=] When da music starts, i kinda enjoy playing like normal so overall it was okayy but my fill-in was kinda shaky in da semi-quavers part~=[ But thanks God i manage to played everything~=) Bii & Nicholas plays really well too~Hope we will get good results toegther o~x)

~PiCtUrEs!~♥

-The End-Rawr!~♥

*17th Birthday Tomorrow!~Wheeee~* x)

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~i ♥ u!~

~Two Is Better Than One~♥

Well, i know my last post make all of u worry about me & most of da time seeing me emo around da corner~Really sry for making all of u worry about me~=( But thanks for all da supports & caring~I do really appreciate it~=) I know i've been in a serious moodswings for da passed 2 weeks~Sometimes i'll be crazy around or sumtimes u will see me sitting alone & doesn't talk much wif ppl or even see me wif sore eyes when i go to skul~Besides dat, i've been really emotional too~I cries easily & gets angry easily~I know my attitude had really distract ppl around me especially my love one & my frens~I'm really sry yaaa~=[ Anyway i felt much more better dy~Its not jz better, its i'm back wif da old me!~I'll be crazy around & laugh loud loud again!~x)

~ NO EMO ANYMORE!~ =)

~From This:-

~Become~

~I'll become this!~x)

~No more emo-ness~

~Sry dear for everything~I've make u felt really really moody~=( But i'm glad dat u're much better nw & u had got ur mood back~Lets forget about da sad things & continue create our new memories yaa~=)

~I ♥ u baby!~

And well, drum exams is TOMORROW! Nervous sial~XS But i really hope i can get distinction for my first drum exam~All da best to me!~=) N yea, all da best & good luck to bii & Nicholas Cha too~They're going to take exam wif me oso~x) Lets rock!~N yea, 2 more days to my birthday!~Woohoo!~xDD

P/s:*All human beings in this world need friends*

*Friends are really important~*

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~i ♥ u!~

~All In One~♥

I felt like i've billion of words to say out but i jz can't say it out~Or can say dat i dun wanna say it out baa? Cuz if i started to say everything out, unhappy things might happen~So i rather keep it to myself & jz locked it inside me~I've been pretty emo for da last whole week~Cried really badly almost everyday~=( In friendship & love relationship, actually many things i wanted to say out but i jz dunno how~How i wish u guys can read my mind but i know dats impossible~Nowadays, i prefer to hide all my feelings alone & its like hiding myself inside a box~Seriously, sometimes i'm not happy at all jz dat nobody knows it cuz i'm always showing my happy & crazy appearance all da time~What i really hav inside my thoughts, nobody knows~x( N yea, i dun like whenever friends say things like i care about bf more den them~Do u guys know dat its really sounds unfair to me? I do care about both sides~N yea, dun take friendship compare wif love relationship too~Cuz there's never gonna hav an ending or a answer~

Nowadays, wat makes me cries da most is dis~But of cuz i didn't blame bii a single thing of dat~I always thinks dat whether m i asking too much? Or m i controlling too much? Or m i expecting things gonna be perfect? Well, i dun really know~Sometimes, it seems like wat me & bii wants in our love life is different~He said dat i've changed~But does he know y i changed is because he treats me differently & not as sweet as last time so i had changed to a person dat gets angry easily & even think too much or having moodswings? He dunno until i told him during our anniversary~Well, saying out dis to him makes me feels better because i had kept inside my heart for quite long but will things goes better after dat i wouldn't knoe~But i do really hope dat things gonna be better~I know those feeling dat we've last time can't get it back dy because as time passes by, our feeling to each other is like get used to it in dis relationship~But actually i didn't think a single bit like dat b4 oni him dat hav thoughts like dat~But at least both of us know 1 thing dat is we still love each other & dat love doesn't change a bit although many things had happen~N i'm really grateful of dat~Although sometimes he doesn't know wat i really wants for us, but hu cares? He is my blur bf & i love him so deeply so dis doesn't really matter to me~=)

Quote:~We can love someone and just be happy about it even we know that it cannot last forever~It is not about having someone~It is not about owning a relationship, it is just about being happy because you know you've loved someone~Whatever relationship you have in your life now, they are precisely the ones you need in this moment~If you love someone, you give everything you can and don't expect to recieve anything in return~N yea, love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship~Its not about how much love you hav in the begining but how much love you build till the end~♥

-16.08.10-♥

~HAPPY 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY, Shawn Yap!~♥

~I love you forever baby & its not gonna change a single bit~=)

~Hope everything in da future will goes successfully o~=]

~Love you very much my blur bf~x) ♥

~Mwahs!~

~xoxoxo~

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~i ♥ u!~

~Baby's Birthday Surprise~♥♥

♥-29.07.10~♥

~Happy 17th Birthday to my baby boy!~=)

~May all ur wishes & dreams cum true~

~Be mature~

~Stay happy always dear!~

~Stay healthy!~

~I love you baby~x)

Mwahs!~♥

~Baby's gift~=]

Next, planned a birthday surprise for him with some friends~=) Ended up plan was kinda fail~Cuz he told us dat his bro make it till very obvious and chi yian suddenly run to da other side when bii is coming down from upstairs & he saw her~Lol~But anyway, although da plan failed, we had a great time though~N yea, i was freaking nervous while making da surprise for bii~Cuz dis is da first time i made a birthday surprise for my bf~XS Anyway let da pictures below and do all da talkings~=]

~PicTurEs!~

~Jw fetching me & yk~

~Random-ness~

~Da other car~CY a.k.a da driver & Mk holding a DSLR~*Steph surely get jealous~Haha!~*

~Jacoon first time sit in a car~Dis is wat it looks like~x)

~LOL~

~Surprise time!~

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~Baby's Birthday Cake~♥♥

~Kena spray by us~xP

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~Our birthday tradition~x)

~Boo!~♥

~Chi Yian~

~Kena from Chi Yian & Ming Keat "gao gao" after i started to put cream on mk's face~XS

~Ended up becum like dat~=[

~CY & Sok Ching~♥

~Ric teaching Jw to play piano~=)

~Bii & Ric~

~Bii wif da boys~x)

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~Me & Sok Ching~♥

~After dat, all of us went to "Sek Bao Bao" there and hav our dinner~Bii din follow us cuz he nidda go out n hav dinner wif his family~Bii's mum want me to follow them for dinner too but i didn't followed them cuz it was too late dy~=[

~Dats all about it~I kinda summarise everything into a short post~x)

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~i ♥ u!~